People always leave...
I guess I really am fucked up in the head you know? I put on this I’m “oh so confident idgaf” persona all whilst I want to be passionate about life. I remember in preschool, they told me that even though me and my best friend were going to be going to different schools, that we’d still be able to be friends, that I could wave at him from across the street since our schools...
you. make. me. feel. like. i'm. not. good. enough.
oh but i know i am.
things have been getting better, so why do i feel...
isn’t it sad when you miss an old friend, but when you get ready to say something to them, you have nothing left to say, and then you realize why you stopped talking… or why you never started again.
oh how the human mind attempts to say the right...
DIAGNOSED: Commitorum Metus = Fear of...
AWKWARD PROM PICTURE
Oooh baby baby, its a wild world.
MAC: SURF BABY + MINI MAC HAUL/TO BUY
Let me just start of by raving on how amazing the new and coming MAC Surf Baby collection is! It is staggeringly astounding in the most ravishingly gorgeous and exquisite way! (& whatever other words the thesaurus will give you for beautiful). Nordstroms releasing it next week, and you know I’ll be there! I’m definitely purchasing the blush and Hibiscus, the reddish coralish orangy...
A man’s work is nothing but this slow trek to rediscover, through the detours of art, those two or three great and simple images in whose presence his heart first opened. Albert Camus
1. Knowing that despite not being everything you dreamt of, that he isn’t even there to listen anymore. All that time together didn’t mean anything, goodbye really meant goodbye. 2. Knowing that if you were to die tonight, most of the people will be crying for the hype and only a select few will be truly sorry to see you go. 3. Knowing that the only thing keeping you from happiness is...
this time last year, i had it all. now everyones a...
When people compare their relationships to Romeo...
I’m sorry did you ever read it.. Everybody dies. PI and BN. or the fact that Romeo was in love with another girl an hour before he meets Juliet and “falls in love” and gets married within 48 hours, and DIES in the next few days?
Cat on the Hot Tin Roof
why doesn't someone love ME most ardently?
nails, eyebrows, dress, shoes, best friends CHECK! hello baby, I’m ready for prom!
him01: you weren’t real him02: you were real but you weren’t right him03: you were right but you weren’t true him04: you were a stupid mistake and you didn’t mean anything him05: you were real and right and true and meant something, but you didn’t mean everything. him06: you weren’t real or right, but you are special, because you are a stranger yet I learned so...
WHAT I WANT AS OF NOW.
I don’t want that serious relationship everyone seems to think is so great. I’m what? Seventeen? I mean, had I been growing up in the Elizabethan Era, I’d be married by now, and happy, but since I’m not from then, no matter how much I dream to be, I’m going to be practical. I don’t need Mr. Right yet, I just want a Mr. Right Now. To some, this will sound...
I'm a mess.
& it is my own fault. I keep thinking I need someone to save me from me, but there isn’t anyone, and I’ll die thinking there is.