June 2010
29 posts
oh this life of mine
its summer ‘10 & I’m still listening to the same songs with new dreams, new friends, and new problems <3
Jun 25th
Stars & Boulevards - Augustana
Wait dear, a white horse is walking down my street here, Your words are creeping at my feet I fear, sunrise will come too soon and you’ll disappear Into the haze of this city and go south… Look out, they’re coming after us with big guns, They’re only gonna tell you all the bad things I’ve done Even if the words they say aren’t true, they’ve won, And...
Jun 25th
its always the small things. the small things that bother you. the small things you ignore. the small things that make you smile. the small things that tear you apart. the small things that turn into the big things. and the big things that slip into small things. what i learned though is you can’t see the big picture without looking at the small things. but you can’t focus on the small...
Jun 25th
effort
mrtna: I’m trying so hard. I’m putting all my effort into this. I’m giving it my all. But sometimes it feels like I’m using my bare hands to move a brick wall. I wonder if I should just give up, ‘cause my palms are getting bloody. Metaphorically.  ?!
Jun 25th
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REBLOG IF you have ever looked at a person and...
(via angelinejane, bittersweet-memories)
Jun 25th
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You say: & God says:
You say: It’s impossible
God says: All things are possible (Luke 18:27)
You say: I’m too tired
God says: I will give you rest (Matthew 11:28-30)
You say: Nobody really loves me
God says: I love you (John 3:16 & John 13:34)
You say: I can’t go on
God says: My grace is sufficient (II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalms.91:15)
You say: I can’t figure things out
God says: I will direct your steps (Proverbs 3:5-6)
You say: I can’t do it
God says: You can do all things (Philippians 4:13)
You say: I’m not able
God says: I am able (II Corinthians 9:8)
You say: It’s not worth it
God says: It will be worth it (Romans 8:28)
You say: I can’t forgive myself
God says: I FORGIVE YOU (I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)
You say: I can’t manage
God says: I will supply all your needs (Philippians 4:19)
You say: I’m afraid
God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear (II Timothy 1:7)
You say: I’m always worried and frustrated
God says: Cast all your cares on ME (I Peter 5:7)
You say: I don’t have enough faith
God says: I’ve given everyone a measure of faith (Romans 12:3)
You say: I’m not smart enough
God says: I give you wisdom (I Corinthians 1:30)
You say: I feel all alone
God says: I will never leave you or forsake you (Hebrews 13:5)
Jun 23rd
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prayer.
it is so miraculous, please pray for my friend Anthony Khong, he suffers from a hereditary cholestrol problem, that can take his life from him and his loved ones at any given time. The risks in any medical procedures are dangerous, and there really is not much the doctors can do at this time. However, we know that our God is almighty, that our God can save our dear friend if it is his will. So...
Jun 21st
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Jun 21st
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three things money can't buy, but we can only...
money can’t buy love. money can’t buy happiness. & money can’t buy time…
Jun 20th
Jun 20th
begginning on june 17th. the fear and the lack of words. the tears and the encouraging smiles. the inside jokes and the morbid laughters. the heart ache and the touching actions. it all seems to be so sudden, so shocking, too fast, and too unfair.
Jun 20th
Jun 20th
LIFE FROM GOD IS PRECIOUS.
remember that, anything can happen in a matter of seconds.
Jun 19th
today, was the last day of junior year
& i feel like my life is slipping by too fast; its quite the scary one.
Jun 17th
when will i stop
over thinking over analyzing overreacting ?
Jun 17th
Jun 15th
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the "Auds"
today started of pretty horrible, its so hard to pretetnd like everything is okay when nothing feels okay to me. however, I facebooked my good friend @Angellovillaluz, and he AIMed me, & we decided that he should come over because he lives so close and its just so much better to talk in person when you just talk to talk, and then after sitting in his car for about 30-45ish minutes? we texted...
Jun 14th
if you were really my best friend, why does it feel like you don’t give a crap about how embarassing, how hurtful, and how unkind your words are? what is this? “i got your back until i need to gaurd mine?” if its like that, then don’t get mad at me when i’m not the perfect friend, because neither are you, yet i never held that against you. i’m just tired of...
Jun 14th
its that time of year
when you start making new goals, learn from the ones that you never accomplished, and forget the mistakes that happened. its a new time of year, its summer time.
Jun 13th
dear best poofriend
i can’t believe you’re already graduating. these past years have been amazing, all the fun times, sleep overs, laughing at retarded jokes from halarious movies, repeating those jokes a billion times… you know, being us! talking all night about boys, and how stupid they can be. chatting on aim from two different countries. crying for stupid reasons after reading emo quotes. being...
Jun 12th
three. two. one.
& its all over. for now. believe it or not, I am a tad bit sad that schools going to be over, because despite all the summer plans we always make, half of them are never going to be made. most of the people you promise to hang out with, you won’t get to. & most of the people you talked to this year, will have by the end of the summer forgotten you and without a class together next...
Jun 12th
alyssa moody
so sometimes, i type that name into the search on facebook, but i never quite find the right one… she was my best friend, kindergarten until around 5th grade. i can never find her, and i’m dying to. its so sad how things and people grow apart, lose touch, and more… she was my first bestest friend, and i’m not sure if i had many as close to her after that. i miss having her...
Jun 9th
Jun 8th
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Taming of the Shrew Production Pictures 6/6/10
mkealcoran: They’re not holding hands haha
Jun 7th
Jun 3rd
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Jun 3rd
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Jun 3rd
when everyone does it, i go the other way.
I guess some people call it “arguing for the sake of arguement” other people call it anti-popular culture. But really, its just my habit to hate superficial things, and when I realize its going to be superficial, despite what the common people believe, I refuse to do so. I don’t like the need people set up to socialize or join in on trends. I want to start the trend not copy the...
Jun 3rd
Jun 1st
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