after this next month, it'll be time to live it up
(: summer of twenty ten, better be ready ! i’m going to have fun, no matter what ! seriously, the only school stuff i have to think about is like college research, english online course, and my personal statement, which is quite a load, but not too bad (: i can do it! somethings that must be done is BEACH+BONFIRES, shopping! definitely shopping, eating out, movies, sleepovers, and...
serena: chuck, why did you just do that?
chuck: because i love her, and i can't make her happy...
i hate how uncertain people are in your life
will you stay or will you go?
the not so fair college fair (:
—i went to the college fair today! the ghetto-est fair you can every think of! infact i dont think its right to call it fair :P anyways i rode in the bus w/ @mkealcoran because @brianajessica thought i was sitting with @angelovillaluz, and so she stole my spot w/ tina ): but i liked sititng with @mkealcoran because as we established after school hehe he’s super cool (: anyways (: after...
i know its not enough, but i'm so sorry
i’m sorry because i do care about you, & you think i don’t. i’m sorry because i feel like dirt, & i know you probably feel worse. i’m sorry because i’m not there for you, & you probably expected me to be. i’m sorry because i can’t do anything about it, & i know you wish i would. i’m sorry because i could of just said something, but i...
because you matter... →
keep going for happiness; bc if that can't help...
But that’s just how the story unfolds You get another hand soon after you fold And when your plans unravel in the sand What would you wish for if you had one chance So airplane, airplane sorry I’m late I’m on my way so don’t close that gate If I don’t make that, then I switch my flight And I’ll be right back at it by the end of the night airplanes —b.o.b....
in theater w/ martina (:
i feel unbalanced :O
maybe all this philosophical deeper under the surface analyzing of this sad realistic fiction is getting to my head but atm, everything feels so morbid—i can’t get over myself. its like daisy said the best thing a girl can be is a “beautiful little fool” right? because ignorance is strength. honestly it is. the fact that i know how to think, and i do a lot of this deep...
SO TELL ME PRINCESS, WHEN DID YOU LAST LET YOUR...
—disneyland+california adventure = alladdin = whole new world stuck in my head(:<3
the problem with insecurity
is usually its hidden behind false security — & when that’s gone; you’re nothing. moment of philosophicalness yo!
i have this big urge to photograph today :O
its a shame i can’t drive :/ i bet there’s alot of beauty out there to photograph[:<3 OR maybe chris mccandless is getting to me :D but honestly i think beauty doesn’t come just from nature, it comes from how man naturally distructs nature as well, its kind of the idea that there’s beauty and art in every aspect of life? phillosphical huh?(;
today i went to the happiest place on earth(:
highlights: (: -taking the monorail -finding out about “autotopia” O -taking a picture w/ wood & jesse (: -devouring freaking long lollipops -eating a turkey leg :D -“3 bodies” -swinging mickey fun wheel -sully&mike -street rat! -“shoulda put a ring on it” -dorky nerdy fat boys trying to gessum w/ jodie & i -gumbo vs breadbowl debate -fireworks that...
what i want (;
- a pet pig, if only i sunny wouldn’t eat him :O - a best friend that i can do everything with all the time - a way to tell what’s good and what’s bad - a security that i’m going to be successful - my drivers license - world peace (; - dedication to my LORD & Savior - patience to learn new things - no “larry” or stupid red thing on my face ): - thinner legs...
today was a good bad good day !
im not sure how to explain it? but a lot of fun stuff happened and a lot of bad stuff too but it was amazing none the less. ill right a full account of the funnies later. for now i just want to say, tom hansen is right, everything is for a reason, every heartache and pain helps you become a better you. & it leads you to ur new future. remember to never be down by one thing wrong, because as...
"where i am & what i'm living for"
(ap students would get the title [; ) anyways, i was just thinking about life and how this last up and coming school year and the close coming ending of this year. how can time move so fast? to think back to the first day of school and to now, i would say it felt like nothing, yet i can barely recall the first day of school! time seems to play tricks on me :/ nothing ever feels the way they should...
Not all love stories end happily, and I wouldn’t call theirs blissful either. In...– wow i am such a emo writer (: world literature paper number TWO (:
not.. son of a b… (: still on the boat.. like honeslty i was gonna say i love how fobs dress but some fobs dress like they’re in pjs.. but the ones in asia? they dress so bomb i think its super cuute idk why ppl think its gay! ): HAHAHA okay maybe i do.. but i think its cute still :D
Nothing gold can stay.: Everybody is always saying... →
Everybody is always saying love is. Love is simple. Love is complicated. Love is horrible. Love is wonderful. Love is an illusion. Love is real. But I think love just IS. It’s all these things. It’s raw and powerful and a wretched beautiful mess and often, it is fleeting. And you want to hold it…
i'm starting to have second thoughts...
what if i don’t pass ap stats ? ):
no ill intention, but yes there is intent
1. SOMETIMES YOU CAN’T LET PEOPLE GET AWAY WITH THINGS SO CONSTANTLY BECAUSE ALL YOU’RE DOING IS MAKING THEM THINK ITS OKAY TO BE A DICKHEAD. 2. SOMETIMES BEING PASSIVE IS GOOD, BUT OTHER TIMES IT JUST MAKES THINGS WORSE, ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU TRY TO PLACE YOUR OPINIONS ONTO OTHERS, BECAUSE USUALLY YOU DON’T HAVE THE FULL STORY, & SO YOUR IMPLEMENTS ONLY CAUSE MORE...
today, i was bummed bc i missed church
but then Denise invited me over & playing mario party w/ @angelovillaluz, @deniseaustria, & alfie was bomb (:& i had a lot of fun :D GUYS WE NEED TO FINISH THIS GAME HEHEHEHEHEHE <3 (; i have some pictures to come :D @angelovillaluz is freaking crazy hehehehehhe i love the last mini game! me & @deniseaustria was soo freaking close to winning dang it!
the way you can cut a rug, watching you is the...
i love this feeling
the feeling where i just wake up and do things without a feeling of rush or anything? its so easy and comfortable, see the sun shining brightly, the calm of the winds blowing, and the sound of slight movement, the sound of people and things all going along their lives. its such a wonderful feeling to have (:
(: looks like josh accepts facts now (;
shanny: lol lets chill b4 aok friday!
josh: hahah fo sho id be glad to
okay you might think this is silly but..
i deleted my last post so i can say that this is post # 69 (; hehehehehehehe i would say “you know what that means!” but then… i guess not everyone does (; hahah & besides ^ would sound wrong anyways (:
today, i was called tall! (:
& then my friend james laughed at the irony ): hahahahaha! idk why? lol… today was a good day over all (: im so tired, lack of sleep my goodness ): OMG how to train a dragon was super cute (: makes me proud to have once been a walker junior high school viking (; hahahaha (:
Shutters & WELL... the "darker" man
shanny: dude this is so awk we can see that guy =D
angelo: heyyy you look fiine today
shanny: hey pretty lady can i have yo number?
angelo: OMFG **** **** (&(&(^%*$%&$#^$% he's _______....
[shanny closes the shutter next to her, angelo closes other one, looks at each other, CRAP closes other two at the same time]
angelo: we're going to get shot we're going to get shot!!!!
today i realized that KEVIN&JEFF are crazy!!
& i’m not sure to be negative or positive about it(: so for now; thank you guys OH PS. @denise&angelo (: 500 days & gamecube = awesome!! let’s go again!