April 2010
55 posts
i look like a little kid.
mrtna:
Seeing all of @mkealcoran’s awesome designs made me wanna play around and edit stuff :) I used CameraBag (an iPhone/iTouch app) and Photoshop CS4.
HEHE i didn’t want to be creepy & have @mrtna’s pictos on my blog! but dude i have been wanting to tooooo! ): but i have no photoshop anymoree!
March 2010
36 posts
Today, I have a sore neck ):
& idk which side to sleep on anymore! lol; but everything else seemed pretty cool (: me & brooke got to hide out the whole 6th without getting relocated :D thank goodness<3 i love sixth period with brooke (:nothing blog worthy happened though so yeah (:
just because bee did it too? (;
in no certain order, can you find yourself?
1. Sometimes I forget to show you how much I love you, & how much of a best friend I want to be for you, & I hope/think you know that I do care. I worry about you so much, & I always want to be there fore you, because I really really really care about you’re well being & your happiness. I know sometimes life doesn’t seem...
before tom comes over, i always feel
super hungry ): i’m going to turn fat ugh! ): but i just really crave the following! :
sour gummy worms, only the pink & blue ones though from sweet factory OR trolli brand (:—
sour patch watermelon <3—
haribo (ooo germany!) gummy bears—-
drumstix! hold the peanuts, cookies & cream—
crepes!—
lemonade! (crunchy ice!)—-
ramen! (real...
“i think love is about promises, promises you’ll always keep, promises...”
– i forgot who ):
WISO # 001
[aka—what i’m scared of]
IT TERRIFIES ME @ the thought that people don’t always stay forever. It makes me sick to the stomach with greif sometimes. There’s just those certain people that you never want to lose & the thought that one day they can leave your life, even leave with hate and resentment against you freaks me out. I think that’s why I’m scared...
Today, I accidentally scanned & printed something...
& the printer started making monster noises that scared me for a second (: & i had a good afterschool time :D ohh how i like early release days [: & right now as we speak, or eh, as i type, my daddy is making me potstickers <3 heck yes :D shannon’s a happy one today (: oh oh oh! however there is homework today…….. ): ……. </3…….. BUT ITS...
“I’m glad it’s a girl. And I hope she’ll be a fool -...”
– everytime i see this quote it makes me chuckle a distressing depressing but agreeing chuckle… oh i love this book soo much<3
its a simple message, & it comes from the heart,...
we used to know how to do this, so why can’t we now?
Today, I did nothing significant enough for me to...
& it was a decent day (: highlights of it? greg messing up on michelle’s card, wait wait i mean “not greg”!! :P, @angelovillaluz stuffing 3/4 of a banana in his mout @-issue you have a banana eating competitor!, freaking out with brooke while on the phone (:, stalking michelle outside of becks & hearing her say “i’m going to say yes” :D, bingo @ the...
WIGF # 002
@mowie3000, @angelovillaluz, @mrtna — for being there when i wasn’t feeling to good (:
Today, I understand what it means to have friends
it means sometimes you let them piss you off, you complain a little, you avoid it a little, and then you either move on or move away. the problem with this realization is you never know where you should go on to.. but you know that the second you take a step, that other person will too, either towards you, away from you, or against you, & that thought scares the crap out of us. I’m going...
the problem with listening to people crap talk...
is you can’t help to wonder to yourself what they say about you when you’re not around…
what i hate about girls.
honestly girls can be the worst people alive & the worse part is they pretend like they’re not! own up to yourself gosh dang it. & WORSER THE THE WORSE is they have so much hidden ill intent that its scary. why do girls always have to be so sensitive. no no, sensitivity is reasonable its the selfish hypocrisies that comes with it i can’t stand! like “oh so & so is...
Today, I wished I could be less of a beezy
but I guess its just me & I can’t help it. like HONESTLY I can’t take somethings.. pour l’example sometimes I need space. GET THE PICTURE when I hint that I want it gosh :/ & lately I feel like I’ve been slipping from being able to talk to @brianajessica :| & I think I know why & it’s been bothering the hell out of me huh bee? ITS A FREAKING DEFINITE...
ALICE IN WONDERLAND (: so in love!
watched it again today (:<3 i love it so much no joke, i don’t know why but when i watch a good movie, i just want to keep re-watching & re-watching! HEHEHE (:
WIGF # 001:
[WIGF = What I’m Grateful For] (:<3 gonna try to do these more often ? (:
——-> creepers : 5, 8, 10, 12, 1&1/2, 100, 69 (: you know who you are!
today just started but i still wanted to start w/...
& yesterday i was sick & didn’t go to school but i feel a whole ton of better now & gets to spend the day with hannah ! for her birthday :D!
@angelovillaluz
i knew you couldn’t wait to eat kbbq until thursday ): LOL
@simplyhannnnah ! (:
happy happy happy happy birthday cutieeee <3
Scared.
mkealcoran:
Tatay is going to the hospital. I hope he’ll be okay. He looked just like Nanay every time she went to ER. I couldn’t look at him when he was like that, because he’s usually happy and strong. And right now he looks really weak. And it really scares me. Get well soon Tatay… Keep him in your prayers tonight.
AW Mikey! I’m here for you if you need someone to talk to! I will...
today, i cried & moped for the longest time
& although we got into a “fight” i know he loves me (: & he’s the worlds best dad alive :D but im still seriously sad, i even turned off my phone :O felt like being anti-social i guess. :/ i didn’t even get to really prove myself, & she failed me on my b-t-w test ): i seriously was in that car w/ the examiner for like 3 minutes >:[ & i let my nerves get...
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today, i made dumplings with my mommy (:
& i had a great time planning stuff with BMS (:<3 she’s so awesome! her & AM are so awesome (: despite the fact that i dont get to hang out with them that much ): HEHE & OF COURSE my other awesome bfs (: their always cool :D today was a good day, minus some parts;; like class & the fact that my BF,BF cried ): i hope you’re okay lovely (: & IM HERE FOR YOU (:...
today, i found out life is never as bad as you...
& yesterday i found out that i have stalkers for frans (; but its okay! i know i never say much in these daily blogs (: but anyways, today: hannah’s house & then JOSH’s party (: HAPPY BIRTHDAY LITTLE KIDO (: you’re freaking only 16 today :O
today i took the SAT while being sick
& i felt cared for beyond words can describe (: i think it was a good day despite waking up early, taking a long test, and more <3 sometimes these small gestures of care, is what makes a day special and worthwhile (:
we can`t force people to be how we want them to be
xojamiie:
or to realize what we want them to realize. trying to force things to go a certain way usually just ends up hurting ourselves. sometimes its better to learn either to accept how things are or just move on if we must. the right way is not always the easiest way, but is it always the hardest way. the right thing to do depends on how you feel, or rather how much you feel. and we have no...
horror tribute @ the oscars
i heart how 1. new moon was in it ! 2. the part in it was the part were jacob takes bella’s hand (: <3 oh oh oh (;
today, i am lost in my train of thought
& i don’t know what to do. what do you do when you know there’s the right thing to do and the wrong thing to do, but you can’t decide which one is more negative?
these choices in life, they mean a lot you know?
& so i have to decide what i can live with right? well, if its pain all around, then why not make it worth while? yes, im going against my beliefs, my reason, my mind, but what’s left of those things anyways? certainly not happiness. im going to create my own happiness now—
