February 2010
22 posts
today, i understand that lifes never fair
& that it would be selfish to make things “fair” for you… its never going to be fair for you unless you can live with yourself by taking away someone else’s happiness. i know i can’t do that, especially not to certain people, and so i need to move on or just suck it up :/—otherwise i’m digging my own hole, deeper and deeper.
Have you heard of Platform 9 and 3/4? Well, I can think of something else with the exact same measurements. If you were a Dementor, I’d become a criminal just to get your kiss. My name may not be Luna, but I sure know how to Lovegood! I know we’re not in Professor Flitwick’s class, but you still are charming. My love for you burns like a dying phoenix. Being without you is like...
I don't want to hear "you can do it, its going to...
Today, everything I ever wanted in life, seems so...
& I know it means it is time to stand strong, but I feel so weak. I feel like I’m going to snap, that I can’t do this anymore and it is very discouraging. Look at me, I try to put on this act like I am so strong, like I got this, but I don’t got anything. I HAVE NOTHING. Yet I have everything to lose, and I want to crawl into comfort and cry, but there’s no comfort left...
I want to
mkealcoran:
shannyshanshan:
mkealcoran:
shannyshanshan:
mkealcoran:
shannyshanshan:
mkealcoran:
Add walls, rooms, a couch, and a tv in my old tree house.
MIKEY! you have a treee house?! :O THATS SOO AWESOME! im jealous ): loool
Yeap! :D It could probably fit 7 of us in there haha. You’ll get to see it soon!
I used to do homework in there, haha.
oh meee ohh meee that’s soo...
I want to
mkealcoran:
shannyshanshan:
mkealcoran:
shannyshanshan:
mkealcoran:
Add walls, rooms, a couch, and a tv in my old tree house.
MIKEY! you have a treee house?! :O THATS SOO AWESOME! im jealous ): loool
Yeap! :D It could probably fit 7 of us in there haha. You’ll get to see it soon!
I used to do homework in there, haha.
oh meee ohh meee that’s soo awesome (: LETS ALL INVITE OURSELVES...
I want to
mkealcoran:
shannyshanshan:
mkealcoran:
Add walls, rooms, a couch, and a tv in my old tree house.
MIKEY! you have a treee house?! :O THATS SOO AWESOME! im jealous ): loool
Yeap! :D It could probably fit 7 of us in there haha. You’ll get to see it soon!
I used to do homework in there, haha.
oh meee ohh meee that’s soo awesome (: LETS ALL INVITE OURSELVES TO YOUR HOUSE(:
I want to
mkealcoran:
Add walls, rooms, a couch, and a tv in my old tree house.
MIKEY! you have a treee house?! :O THATS SOO AWESOME! im jealous ): loool
today, i realized i need to trust myself more
& people who love me in general. but i don’t know why i can’t :/ sometimes i get quite the beezy about things because i have issues with trust :| & its a really bad realization i guess ! why can’t i just believe? maybe its the LIE sitting right there in the middle..
hehe PWT are cute
one word, two say, three words, four you (;
today, i realized why i think girls are gross
& its not a pleasant realization either /: i don’t know, just think about it! girls are so judgmental! we judge and we’re mental man…. even the sweetest girls do it! they assume crap, and its so dumb ): why cant things just be they way their said to be? why do we always have to find something wrong with life? WHY ARE GIRLS SUCH GROSS NASTY HOES?
today i had fun with frans
& i love them(: these are people i hang out with less during weekends because i see them at school, haha but its still nice to just hang out in free times (: I HART crafts w/ amanda(: & hanging w/ bf & co is super fun too<3 yay for today :D
i can bend and not break--
BUT THAT DOESN’T MEAN IT WON’T HURT LIKE HELL..
today, my immune system mourned more then me
& it really pissed me off ! my eyes were watering all day, not because of all the crappy things that’s been happening, but because my nose is dumb. i hate it i hate it i hate it ):
margaret atwood was wrong...
“idk, not knowing makes it worse” bs, knowing makes it by far the worse.
today, i felt like i was going to die
& i wanted to in a sense ): ! this week sucks so badly— i know im being a whiny butthead, but really! it sucks! im so stressed out with life, and i feel so sick right now, i don’t know how i am going to survive another day of school, but i have to because all these stupid AP classes are an arse to try to catch up on if you just miss one day ): besides i need to retake the...
today, i realized i fail at studying
& at life? :O i got a D - 61% on my APUSH exam for chapter 27-29 ): i need to actually study huh? but how i fail @ life? well, lets just say i can’t bring myself to be brave enough to go after the things i want. i am lying to myself when i pretend that i don’t want this, that i don’t want it. & seriously that’s the saddest thing ever.
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today went by fast
& although boring (: it was a nice day—despite the super heat! stupid weather needs to make up its mind (: ugh i think i am getting a cold, which is quite ironic because its HOT today? anyways, i shall make a shout out to @brianajessica [: ily baby <3 don’t forget that i am here for you(: we WILL make it out together (:
today i am learning
& apparently im quite a good student too! i think i’m feeling less and less attached to my feelings, so instead of my feelings controlling me? i’m controlling my feelings. maybe this means i can get over him, or it just means im stuck here for a while and had to learn how to survive. either way, i think i’m going to be able to breathe now. & so i’m quite the happy...
today was valentines day
& Chinese New Years (: i hung out with some of my favorite people alive<3 it was fun! met some new people, smelled a ton of different stinky smells! (food, trash, fart bombs) (: it was a good day!
